Makoto here...


I wanted to write out a few things that I've been thinking about lately on here.

Ich: There are many times where I try hard to not think about Oka-san. It's been getting harder and harder as the days go by. Every now and then, when walking to school, I can see a mother and child, and it haunts me. I think of Oka-san, and it hurts my heart. I tend to clutch it tight and quiver for a moment before walking towards school again.

Ni: I feel like I'm falling for someone close to me. I don't want to explain it really, but I know that this person is there for me always and taking care of this naive vampire in a special way. There is only so much I can do for this person, and the fact...I find myself wanting to be around them more, though I always am. There is nothing else in this world that makes me happy but them.

San: At night I find myself waking up in a cold sweat and whimpering to the point of tears forming in my eyes. I don't know if it's that I'm sad, or if I have had a dream about something that would make me want to cry. Can someone try to explain it to me?

Shii: I want to thank Kiyoi-san sometimes. He does so much for us, in yet, we never thank him. One of these days I'm going to thank him properly and try and do something special for him. He's a special person in my life, and he cares so much about us, I think he deserves something nice too.